Press Start Letter
Jul. 9th, 2019 05:35 pmThank you so much for reading my Press Start letter! I've included lots of ideas so I hope you find my letter inspiring, but if you don't--no worries! (。•̀ᴗ-)✧ I believe I'm easy to please, so follow your muse and I'm sure I'll be delighted~~
Ok, let's get these General Do Not Wants out of the way:
- Unrequested pairings or AUs
- If shipfic: no one-sided relationships, unrequited love, infidelity, or breakups. (Break my heart, but don't break up my ships!)
- No noncon between my OTPs. Noncon by an outside party as part of H/C is fine, however.
- No thanks to harems, polyamory, threesomes
- No food/body kinks and sensitive topics: Stuffing, feederism, weight gain, food play, belly kink/worship, (enemas leading to) bloated stomachs, inflation, etc. Scat and piss. (Exception: Blood, ofc.)
- I'd prefer you not mention body hair like beards, stubble, armpits...
- No Age play, Daddy kink, Underage/loli/shota
Alright, now for the fun stuff! General Likes~
- Hurt/Comfort is my favorite thing in the world--put my faves through the wringer and then patch them up, and I will love you forever. ♡ That said, I also love fussing over the little things: paper cuts and bruises, snifflefic, that sort of thing. There's something luxuriously satisfying about a neglected/abused character being treasured so much that even minor problems are cared for, don't you think? Also, touch-starvation tropes are especially welcome. :D
- Big Dramatic Rescues: Related to H/C but worth mentioning because I genuinely LOVE rescues. I love the drama of characters charging in despite the odds, the intensity of feelings, the fear and relief... Look, it is absolutely not a coincidence that my favorite visual novel characters cannot stay in their lane and will show up to rescue the protagonist even when it's not their route.
- Dark Content: I do prefer my yandere romance to be darkly seductive and disturbingly mutual, but feel free to go wild with canon-typical violence, gore, themes, and tragic endings! Romantic character death is a plus.
- Warm and Sleepy Fluff: Cozy and quietly intimate stories about taking naps together, reading, baking, taking baths... I adore the sweet stuff, too.
Now, let's get specific~
Diabolik Lovers
Group: Azusa Mukami/Yui Komori
Mediums:
Yui Komori faces one of the most brutal scenarios in otome gaming. She suffers so much and tries so hard to be kind, despite the ridicule and abuse she gets for her trouble. I love her, and Azusa's route utterly satisfied the hurt/comfort addict in me! They're both very kind and very wounded, and to see them fall into sweet, soothing love was amazing.
I love how they build each other up instead of tearing each other down. I love that Azusa always believes Yui deserves to be happy, no matter what, even if it's not his route. I love that he'll go to the mat to protect her, even if she's not his. I love how utterly earnest and friendly he is - yes, Azusa's initial attempts to be nice to Yui are... deeply misguided, to say the least... but he's been in one big long redemption arc ever since. He's come so far with Yui!
I think their relationship is beautiful.
- Hurt/Comfort: I love it when Azusa comforts Yui. I love it when Yui comforts Azusa. I love that the comfort goes both ways between these two!! It's the best! Some good stuff I like:
- When Yui gets hurt or sick and Azusa has to take care of her~ Or vice versa.
- They both have scars, so anything like reassuring touch or kisses would be sweet ♡
- Nightmares, something that plays with fears of being unworthy, or going back to the dark life they had before each other…
- Yui intervening when Azusa self-harms: A classic between these two, but a good one. I like how compassionate Yui is - even when Azusa scares her, she can't ignore someone in pain.
- Consent Issues: Azusa genuinely sought out abuse due to his low self-worth and desire to be useful/wanted if not conventionally loved; Yui was the plaything of vampires, but she tried to mollify them and their tempers to avoid their abuse. For all their similarities, they naturally have very different perspectives on what happened to them. Azusa in particular has trouble understanding that physical reactions – shame and pleasure – aren’t consent. (It’s not like anyone asked for permission before they beat him...) Poking that chasm could have fascinating results.
- Yui’s Regrets: In More Blood, Azusa himself sacrifices an arm to be with her--does she feel guilty? Dark Fate shows Azusa worrying about how she'll see him, but does she ever wonder if Azusa will tire of her, blame her, or regret his choice?
- Bondage: Azusa's massive thing for keeping Yui completely still and immersed in the sensations he gives her is a huge draw for me, I have to admit. Anything playing with restraints--particularly if they're chained to each other--would be awesome.
- How to be a Good Boyfriend: I love the recurring scenario of Azusa trying to learn how to be Yui's Prince Charming~ and keeping things heart-pounding♡ exciting so she'll keep liking him. In Dark Fate and Lost Eden, we know Azusa goes to Kou for romantic advice, so a story where Azusa gets bad advice would be fun! What would happen if he read Cosmo for romantic tips?
- Fancy Dresses: Azusa and Yui have been to multiple balls in their casual clothes and school uniforms. Isn't this tragic!?And the one time they did and Azusa got a tux CG, we couldn't see Yui's dress ;__;
- Prince & Princess: Azusa's Prince Thing from Lost Eden felt like a gift just for me, and I would love anything that incorporates it.
- Pick a Vampire Ending, and I will love it: picnics, flower crowns, making out in wedding clothes, scrapbooking, them and their kids...
- Spending Time Together: Yui reading in her room, Azusa watching? (I love that Dark Fate heaven scenario!)
- I've always thought that if Azusa had a potion that could make them into conjoined twins, HE WOULD BE SO TEMPTED. He wants to be ~one with Yui~ so... Something a bit gruesome like being stitched or melted together would be cool, too! ♡
- Vampire!Yui biting Azusa as he bites her, the way he dreamed?
- Bondage: Azusa sure loves his handcuffs and chains and bandage bondage, huh?
- Bedtime: AzuYui cuddling in bed ♡♡♡
Fandom: Togainu no Chi
Character: Nano
Mediums: Fanart or Fanfic
I really love Nano. I love the juxtaposition of how intelligent and thoughtful he is, and how he's missing a lot of basic knowledge and skills. The perfect emotionless living weapon, the Nicole Premier--and he tries to eat plastic wrap. Wonderful!
- Pre-game Nano reacting to the world outside of ENED?
- Anything from Nano's past
- ... tree bark is not the only thing he eats, right? Right?!
- What happens to Nano after all the endings where he gets left in the rain? :(
I forgot to edit my signup to include this ship, but NanoAki is an OTP~ I love Akira and Nano's weird, soothing connection. I love how devoted Nano is to Akira, in a quiet way--the freedom to yearn is the only thing Nano thinks he has left, and that yearning is for Akira's happiness. I love how Akira always empathizes with Nano, even when everyone else sees an emotionless killing machine.
- Post-route anything would be a delight! How do they get out of Japan? How does Nano reach the point where he vows to never kill again and scars his hands? How does Akira react to that? Does the constant running ever make them fight over petty things? How do these emotionally awkward guys make up?
- Second Time: In the game, their sex scene was not consensual; how would the next time go? (Top!Akira would be awesome!)
- Scars: Underneath Nano's bland clothes is a great deal of brutal scarring--how does Akira handle seeing the true extent for the first time?
- Time to Dye: So when exactly did Nano start dyeing his hair? How did that go? Does Akira help?
- Bad End Reversal: In the manga, Akira almost ended up in an Arbitro ending, but Nano broke into Vischio's palace and rescued him. I think it'd be cool to see that adapted for the game's bad endings--for example, Nano collecting pet!Akira and maybe Kau?
- Fluff: Nano and Akira finding cats wherever they go? ^^
- Cooking Mayhem: Akira lives off of solids and Nano appears to not understand food beyond tree bark, so their adventures in the kitchen should be fun!
- (gen) What if I took his hand: How about a canon-divergence AU where Akira and Nano did go on the run as a child and a teenage living weapon?
- Proper Safety Procedures for Superweapons - Akira noticing how Nano keeps dirty bandages mingled with clean ones in his first aid kit was a detail that stuck with me. ENED did their best to keep Nano ignorant in strange ways, didn't they? He reads complex books and thinks about philosophy--but he hasn't been taught how to take care of himself. I think it'd be fun to see Akira try to fill the holes.
If you want to use the ideas above as a jumping off point for an illustration, I'd be delighted! But, just in case, here are some art-specific prompts~
- Kitties: Nano with the two cats that love him (and Akira? ^^ )
- Nano's Final Stand: If you want me to cry and flail at you, bloody Nano in the rain is the fastest way to do it.
- Anything with Nano's scars - Akira seeing/touching them, Nano considering them...
- Nano's past with ENED as an experiment or as a weapon...
- OTP: Nano and his delicious tree bark
Fandom: Harvest Moon: Back to Nature
Character: Cliff
Mediums: Fanart and Fanfic
DNW: Cliff/Ann romance
Okay, no lie: Cliff has been one of my biases since HM64. I have been besotted with him since the day he showed up and passed out on my farm from hunger, and then later gave me a fish. I have since then married him in every game where it's possible~~
Mineral Town/BTN Cliff is my absolute favorite, too! He's so sad and shy and nice, I just want to hug him...
- Snow Scene: Anything exploring this heartbreaking scene, how he felt during/before/after, fleshing out his backstory with his mother and sister... Cliff hints at so much sorrow in his past, and we don't learn much about it.
- You're Hired! - What if Cliff did take the farmer's offer to hire him? Free room and board at a farm would probably be better than burning through your savings by staying at the Inn, right? What would Cliff be like a roommate? What if they end up sharing a bed because there's not a lot of room in the early days... :D
- Cooking for Claire: Cliff can cook but he has no kitchen + Cliff thinks Claire is adorable when she eats or drinks = this would be such a cute setup for fluff~~~
- No Winery: What happens to Cliff after he leaves town to find work somewhere else? What would it be like if he ever returned to this town of missed opportunities...?
- Aja's Return: I have been wondering about this for So Long. Does Aja even know he's inheriting the winery, and if she doesn't, if she ever did return-? I'm more interested in Cliff's reaction to Aja, and how her return effects his relationship with Duke and Manna, than in Aja as a character. Would Cliff feel insecure or out of place? Would Manna really try matchmaking Cliff and her daughter?
- Starry Night - The classic date night! I favor Cliff/Claire or Cliff/Jack as ships, but basically anything is wonderful - Cliff, Duke, and Manna's celebration? - because I love this sweet festival.
If you want to use the ideas above as a jumping off point for an illustration, I'd be thrilled! But here are some art-specific prompts, too~
- Blue Feather - Need I say more? :D
- Cliff and animals would be cute!
- Cliff working with Duke in the winery
- Listening to one of Carter's weird sermons :D
- Starry night on the hill~
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Okay, that's enough, right? Haha. Again, thank you so much for reading this letter!
Bye bye!